About MaryJane4

Im a young woman married to a guy. Hes the only man Ive ever been with. Weve been together since HS. Im bored resentful for things done over the years. I never initiate having sex and almost always turn him down. This isnt how I pictured my marriage. I find myself cruzin this site lately which Ive never done. Its interesting to read about all these other people who feel similar to me. I dont know if I can or ever would cheat. Not going to lie I think about it Ive daydreamed about finding that person that gives you butterflies the feeling right before your first kiss with them making out for hours until you just cant take it anymore. I crave to feel this way again with someone but Im not sure my heart will let me. How could any other man respect me or think highly of me if Im a cheater? Oh well.. I guess Ill just keep dreaming..