I miss the old days when my husband gives me a peck on the cheek or give me a night I can never forget. All those things are long gone now and I blame myself. Its hard to fight temptations especially if youre alone lonely and horny. I miss the things I do in the bedroom and the kind of pleasure I get. Its been a while already since Ive slept with anyone and Im here to look for someone who can be my lover.